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The Bleeding Curse of an Extraordinary Doctor

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The Bleeding Curse of an Extraordinary Doctor
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande

“I cannot sleep well, I cannot forget what happened” said the doctor who had come to consult. I was shattered myself. My usual poise was blown to pieces listening to what this mountain of sacrifice was telling me.

As Dr. Anil Dadarao Waghmare told me about his past, I was in frightful tears.

Son of a humble education officer, he had joined MBBS on merit basis, and completed it in time. He wanted to honour the government bond for two reasons: he had an inner desire to serve rural areas in India where medical care was not available, but he also had no other source of income and had no money for investment. This is the common story of most doctors graduating in India.

He joined as a medical officer and was soon posted in a very remote tribal area, where he went beyond his duty to help the illiterate poor tribals. He worked ‪24/7‬, attended all their problems like deliveries, poisonings, snake bites etc., but also went to visit homes of those who could not reach him. He offered his designated vehicle as an ambulance whenever someone was to be taken to a higher rural hospital. His wife and children accompanying him sacrificed normal life. Two of their kids went to the local primary school, the quality of education was extremely poor but they had no option. The third child was only 9 months old. This youngest daughter was often looked after by a 12 year old girl who lived next door, and helped Dr. Anil’s wife with her chores.

One day, Dr. Anil’s wife received a phone call. The lady caller who spoke in local dialect told her that this youngest 9 month old daughter was in her possession, and threatened to kill her if a certain amount was not paid immediately. By the time they could arrange anything, the infant was found dead by suffocation. The 12 years old girl who looked after the child was found dead in a local well after three days, a huge stone tied to her body.
The murderers were soon arrested: the lady confessed to the crime, assisted by her parents, for want of money.

All the three: the murderer lady and her family were being treated by Dr. Anil for over a year, as free patients.

Dr. Anil was transferred elsewhere, and decided to still continue serving the rural population. He has now joined a postgraduate course, but he wants to keep working in rural areas.

“No one cares about a doctor’s life, family or especially security. The situation is worst in the rural areas, where illiteracy, superstition, witchcraft, murders and rapes are commonplace. Local politics is at its worst” says Dr. Anil, “I was ready to sacrifice every pleasure in life to serve rural population, I even compelled my family to sacrifice, but I did not deserve this punishment. This pain is beyond description, sometimes I feel whether my decision to go to such unsafe place with family was correct. This bleeding curse kills me every moment”.

Thank you, those who keep saying that our society considers doctors ‘like Gods’!

While air conditioned hypocrites advise doctors to go and serve in the rural areas, no one will look at the big picture: there are no facilities, but worse, there is no security. You are left at the mercy of local criminals, often politicians.

Film stars, directors, politicians and many judges will never notice this kind of a story, just as they won’t ever comment about the sickest lowly traditions in their own individual profession. Communities ripe with rapists and murderers, and onlookers who film rapes or murders rather than trying to stop them, expect the best brains to work for their healthcare at meagre salaries.

There is nothing wrong with a short term bond for service in rural areas, but while signing such a bond or joining such areas, the doctors should also ask the government a written guarantee of security. This should be the part of the bond. If security can be provided to every TDH in politics, filmdom or to even the lowest ranks in the judiciary, even some criminals, it can definitely be extended to the doctors serving in rural areas. A doctor who feels threatened cannot work and in fact should not continue to work unless adequate security is provided to him / her and family.

Dr. Anil Dadarao Waghmare, you deserve the highest medal any doctor can ever get: because you showed this selfish society how big a doctor’s heart can be, by continuing to serve in rural India. From now on when the loudmouth foghorns in politics and administration try to malign our profession, or try to cover the gaping deficits in basic facilities at rural level by pointing fingers at the doctors, we can tell them your story.

As for the loss of your 9 month old daughter murdered by your own patient, I stand up in tearful, shameful regret of the state of affairs of Indian Rural Doctors.
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande

PS
It is high time the doctors unite to take a strong stand against aggressive attitudes of society, against stupid policies and being taken for granted and spoken against by uneducated loudmouths.

This story should reach every blabbering idiot who has no doctor in the family and keeps on expecting all doctors to be servants of this society. To those among doctors who try to impress faceless media or administrators by continually talking negative about our own colleagues, this story should serve as an eye opener.

Thank you, Dr. Anil Waghmare for the courage and permission to share this story.

Did you plan your murders and suicide at 17?

Did you plan your murders and suicide at 17?
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande

What were you doing when you were 17?
I know not all questions can be answered fully and truly. But some truth applies to all at this age. At 17, we are full of dreams of a good, respectable and if possible luxurious life. And of course of true love.
Well, what options do we have at 17 for such a rich and respectable life?
If you google-search top grossing Indian careers, you will find management, IT, Chartered Accountants, Law, Data management, Sports, Entertainment, Politics and Medicine. Which option would you choose out of these, if you are intelligent and hardworking?
A 9-5 work life with family time and regular food and sleep and holidays, with healthy, alive people around you, or one with no sleep, highest stress, no family life, always being surrounded by illness, crying and death, lifelong exposure to deadly diseases, having to study every day of your life, lifelong competition and struggle, unsure when some patient or mob or press will end your life or career?

No teenager thinks “I will become a corrupt doctor carelessly treating patients to earn all the money I can by prescribing wrong, unnecessary tests and risking my life with deadly diseases just to earn the title of a doctor, and enjoy harming and killing many many patients all my life, long after my classmates have retired..”.
There is far more money and often more respect in many other professions. Illiterate politicians at age 30 roam in Red-beacon cars, Finance, IT and management professionals at age 30 flaunt Beamers and Mercs, while most Superspecialist Doctors aged 45 drive scooters / small cars in India. Why will a talented, hardworking teenager choose at 17 to spoil his / her life by becoming a doctor? This is not for the mildly intelligent to understand.

Where does the “doctor” class come from? Usually academic, poor, middle class families, rarely from rich class. Which parent will teach their children to do bad to ill patients to earn more money? Do you teach your children at age 17 to “loot” sick people?

The govt. failed to provide enough medical colleges and doctors, allowed private colleges, and decided who will start these colleges and what fees they will charge, the courts agreed to this. How is today’s doctor guilty of this? If paying high fees for the desire to become a doctor and serve sick people and later earning enough to repay that fees is a crime, why not ban all private medical colleges and send all patients to govt. hospitals compulsorily? There always will be those who take advantage of any system where money is generated, how come all doctors are blamed?
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande

The govt. made service compulsory after graduation, made bonds, doctors complied in most cases. Those who didn’t, paid fine. After that, they do not remain “PUBLIC SERVANTS”. They become private practitioners, whose service comes under a “consumer law”, thereby the court has decided it is a business. You have govt. hospitals in every small town now. Why don’t you go there and get the cheapest treatment, with usually no tests (because they are not even available!)? No one will force you for extra money or tests or wrong treatment there. That system, where there is absolute guarantee of no “CUT PRACTICE” and referral fees, will never deny service to anyone. Most doctors there are excellent too.

No. You want premium service, best available medical facilities. You want sweet words and better guarantees. You want highly qualified superspecialists in ultramodern A/c buildings with state-of-the-art machines and tests and operation theatres and stents and medicines and catheters attended 24/7 by teams of all experts under one roof, with the best trained nursing staff. Above all you want the freedom to blame and sue someone for everything that may go wrong. “Science is so advanced, doctor, can’t you do something?” you often ask, “My cousin in USA got this same problem, they lifted him up with a helicopter and he was discharged in a week”. You forget one part of the picture entirely: the insurance premium your cousin paid, the treatment charges levied, and the doctor’s fees in those cases. Above all, you didn’t enquire how many poor / compassion / politico/ VIP / govt. servant free patients that doctor in USA sees all his life.
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande

You want the “USA class” service at “Indian” rates. You want the cheapest treatments by world-class doctors, with the ability to sue for crores. If medical tests are unnecessary, ask the govt. to ban them, or go to the people who can treat you without those tests. Ask the fulminant (google this word, my friend) anti-doctor media for the best options from the various quacks they advertise daily. If medicines / instruments / stents / catheters are costly, please ask govt. to only sell cheaper brands and use them. Why doesn’t the govt. ban all foreign medicines? Have guts to go to the doctor and say in writing “Use only Indian and cheapest medicines, catheters, instruments and procedures, I will accept the outcomes as long as the doctor is technically correct”.

No doctor will force tests or medicine. Choosing the doctor, tests and medicines are all your rights and privileges. Own the responsibility of what you do. If you think the doctor was wrong, do file a complaint with authorities, and follow the legal procedure. If you were wrong, face defamation. Just don’t pretend to be lone saints in a world full of criminals.

About the loose talk that our own brethren / doctors unleash upon social media about “most doctors being corrupt”, I think the medical councils and associations must seriously deal with such defamation of our profession. If someone has an issue with medical corruption or malpractice as a doctor, they must go to their specialty association or medical council, not general or social media, as this is just misleading the public. API / IMA must start filing defamation suits if any media plays judge in medical cases before the courts of law have convicted the doctor.

How does one choose a doctor for oneself? Cheapest or Best? How did the doctor you chose become famous / best? Never by only a degree. Of all the rich careers, the richness of a doctor is the costliest, having to toil the hardest over many years to attain that success, with no support from the society, govt. or media. Corruption may make some doctors rich, but never famous.

Let the govt. publish a book of standard tests and treatment of every medical condition and have every doctor follow it, irrespective of the outcome. Alternatively, have faith in the doctor’s education and opinion.

All malpractices in all fields must go: Political, Social, Government, Educational, Public works, Religious, Media, Entertainment Industry, Judiciary, Police and ofcourse medical.

For all those who missed the Indian medical train, enjoy your journey without jealousy! Believe me, you are lucky to not be a doctor in India. For us, the meaning of “Happy Diwali” ended for life when we entered medical college. This Diwali, put on your new clothes, pack some sweets and visit any casualty near you to know what being a doctor means. Then dare to blame an entire profession.
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande

God help the Indian Doctor.

God help the Indian Doctor.
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande
A court recently awarded a compensation of 12 crores to a patient because that’s what she would have earned if alive, as she held a job in the US. While human life is invaluable, there has to be a logic / discipline to such punishments. What compensation was ever awarded to the families of doctors injured / killed by patient’s relatives? Given that those docs would have saved many lives in their future careers, what does the Indian legal system hold the value of the dignity, career, disability and life of a doctor?

Death consequences in India:

If a politician kills someone, his whole party and the people, media houses favoured by his/ her party, and even police officers in his / her favour will stand by him / her. In cases of rapes and murders, there are umpteen examples where even police refuse to register cases because of political interference / influence. There are extremely rare examples of someone being debarred from making laws and participating in the running of country, even as criminal trials are on against them. They are not suspended or punished in 99% cases.

If anyone among the rich and glamorous drunk-drives over and kills people on the road, their whole profession (who usually pose as social icons) stands behind them, so does almost 90 percent of the media which glorifies the good deeds of such icons in defence of the deaths they have caused. The whole system machinery works as a deaf / dumb spectator to their blatant, laughable lies in the courts of law, and many from the society actually sing praises of their “glory”. They are not suspended or punished in 99% cases, in fact the legal systems ensure best humanitarian services for them.
No judges are suspended for a wrong decision.

The law, police etc. accept openly the presence of Mafia and goon houses, media glorifies the stories of daylight murders and bloodbaths by these for ransom etc., and we seldom see anyone even arrested. “Contract murders” are a blooming eventuality, so are gangrapes. No media glorifying crimes like rapes and murders are seen even reprimanded.

With even a little social uproar, compensations are paid for the dead or other victims, in a hope to suppress their agitation against the criminal.

Now come home to this:
If a patient dies while undergoing treatment and the relatives are upset/ illiterate / goons, they can beat up the doctors, even kill them. Doctors are immediately suspended without enquiry and their careers mostly end there.

While the earlier classes of “rich and powerful murderers” dance naked all over the country, the three classes of most stressed-out servicemen : doctors, military and police are completely neglected, the value of their life being zilch for the system and society alike.

Policemen dying while fighting with terrorists get lesser compensation than sportsmen get awards from the governments. Militarymen’s families live eternal poverty after their supreme sacrifice. And doctors who die while treating patients are not even acknowledged by our society or media.

People can see the same film twice, eat the same costly dessert twice, go on unnecessary vacations to enjoy just because they afford and like it, spend on petrol and internet without thinking twice. Many now go for “complete/ whole body check-ups” even when unnecessary, but when a doctor advises investigations or charges fees, they talk of malpractice. Then again, if there is a death in the hospital, the doctor is readily sacrificed, either in career or in life, without any compensation.

One part of this tragedy is some medical professionals itself who live in a “separate paradise”, talking what public and media likes, denying the reality, pretending “All is well” and declaring how proud they are of being in the current situation, where doctors are attacked and killed every other day. They are like the legendary saints who “missed the opportunity”.

But the saddest part of this tragedy is that our non-medical (and even some medical) social intellectuals choose to keep shut when it comes to the rich and powerful, but vomit poisonously and readily bare their fangs at the medical profession.

God help the Indian Doctor.
© Dr. Rajas Deshpande